keeping friends and fans in the loop

I;m back!

k, so i went through a little away time.  i had a regular job which did last 2 months and privacy was a big deal.  still is priority that i want to be available to my porn fans but do not want to put it all on the line.  i am trying to reboot my life so i can have the kind of existence where i don’t have to make up little white lies daily to my straight friends and family.  then when its quiet and i am in the mood  i can boot up and whore off like there’s no tomorrow.  anyway there’s a new yahoo group which is just for members in cc bill and whomever i invite.  if you let your membership lapse i will probably let you slide for a while as i do understand being short on funds, Really understand up close and personal.  The is getting updated also.  looking forward to getting to know all of you again.  missed Yas!


dvd movie sales

dvd movie sales

starting a sale.  moving to a nicer place and its only about 14 miles away but ya know how expensive gas ect is


dvds over 100 titles snail mail

i am trying to …

i am trying to learn this software.  please be patient as i foul up worse when i GET YELLED AT


whats up with the boobs

i just wanted to give you all a little info for now. i have been dealing with this encapsulation for years and lately it is unbearable. so because the damage to my breasts is so extensive i need to have the implants and scar tissue removed and rest for some months. the surgery date is early april and i am not traveling for escort services. however i can do web cam. i am shooting a movie titled bye bye boobies giving you a show and tell, costumes all that. thanks for reading

2nd entry here.  not sure if this will even save.  i have been researching and learned some things new.  there are whats know as tubular breasts which is just what it sounds like.  when i was developing they had not been uh, discovered.  anyway now they know with this almost always one develops first and they are very lopsided.  that was me.  so moving right along and staying on subject, my right nipple is even bigger.  long ago when i decided i wanted implants but wasn’t going to be cajoled into a lift i now know why the push to have one.  let me interject that my left infamamary (no sp correct on that)  hope you know whats meant)  was/is higher on my left side. now i will stop and next entry will be about boob job number one.  reflecting much effort and thought went into these

3rd entry.  Feeling like i need to give a stronger foundation for the beginning of how i developed.  why did that word make so many of us girls cringe.  wow going to buy the bra with my Mom and everybody pointing out just how normal it is to just have a right boob and well the left one would be along soon.  Yeah.  Reflecting on just what a big deal we make out of boobs over all.  I understand that now medicine can correct these all with hormones.  Glad that option wasn’t on the table but still would have had liked to known one other girl that was like that.  Using hindsight here I may have been so promiscuous just to get past that disfigurement.  Guys were always like if pussy was on the table well having 2 different sized tits was way cool!  k, that’s about all i got tonight.  I AM enjoying this blogging, sort of clears my head.

4th entry, it is St. Pattys Day and i just did the twitter thing.  So with the fresh questions about why the implants gotta go.  it is over whelming  me trying to re explain so i am trying to get a detailed explanation down to point my fans to.  Today i am not inspired to write, just depressed and negative generally.   Bottom line is the implants are a danger to my health.  they hurt so and feel like i have the flu most of the time.  and they look lumpy and swollen.  so decision is made.  doc says they have to come out and i rest and let my body recover.  date is april 9.  hope to write more soon


so i am hold up in an undisclosed location recharging and recreating.  so far so good but gotta go home tomorrow.  Praise and great love to BDS who did his grind of a job and all my farm work.  Even keeping a tiny sickly puppy fed and cared for.  I talked with my web developer Donavan Jones and we are on the job. is comming.  patience is a virtue.  have a super new pc a very valued and respected person gifted me.  didnt want to share with the world but what the heck, i lost my laptop on the way home from La Guardia in airport security.  was so zoned out.  I must stop dealing with areas and persons who drain my NRG and leave me a zombie walking through airports forgetting all my attachments there.  Yes i have left shit before like my cell but usually someone points it out.  This time i was between flights B4 i was aware.  So had to have a period of morning, der cans spell that.  Done with that and ready to create.  Shame about Shameless angel not wanting to communicate.  We, she and me are of different niches so no matter really.  Way cool long time fan has created content ready to post on the web from the millions of hours of video shot in the past.  Donavan wants me to shoot video clip explaining to paying members that it is a bad idea to post paid for content as when we busty gals don’t make money we stop putting out content.  Yep that is why its so dry out there.  Do consider it is a full time job packing whoopers around.  If you need some visual aid check out Jeannetta Joy.  Such a sweet woman, tks Paul for the intro.  Wishing alls u well and great wknd